Facing Your Fears

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When I was a teenager, I had a reoccurring dream.  My brothers and I were going to cross an expansive arched pedestrian bridge over a large body of water.  It was a gorgeous, warm summer day.  The sky was blue and the sun was shining.  We were laughing and having fun.  We would decide is was a great day for crossing over the lake.  Once we made it to the middle of the bridge, everything would change.  A storm would come in with dark clouds, heavy rain and fierce winds.  Soon the metal side rails of the bridge would bend and break with large sections of the bridge crashing into the water.  My brothers and I would hang on as long as we could but eventually we would each fall to our deaths.  That was how it seemed to me as I awoke shaken, scared and glad that this was just a dream.   It all happened the same way in my dreams, many times, over a period of several months.  My brothers and I would be fearful about going on the bridge but with the fine weather, we thought we’d be able to make it across without trouble.  I never quite knew why we were so eager to get to the other side of the bridge.

One night, the dream was different.  It was the same bridge and I was with my brothers again, but this time the weather was terrible.  It was winter, we were in a snow squall, the skies were dark and the winds were wicked.  The lake below the bridge was frozen solid.  We were afraid but we encouraged each other and thought that at least this time the weather wasn’t going to take us by surprise, we already knew it was awful.  We would hold tight to the rails the whole time we were making our way along the bridge.  We’d be prepared for the worst.  Just like before, as we made it to the middle zone of the bridge, the storm worsened and the bridge started to rip apart.  We hung on.  A couple sections of the bridge broke apart crashing down, this time breaking through the ice.  We tried our best not to fall but our best wasn’t enough, we lost our grip and went down, one by one.  We each broke through the ice, but instead of death or waking up out of the dream, we lived.  At the time of impact, it was like a protective bubble formed around our bodies.  We went through the ice into the water and the bubble allowed us to breathe underwater.  We could swim and move whichever way we wanted without any pain or discomfort.  We could easily see where we would need to go up through the ice if we wanted to return to the surface.  Soon we were doing flips and having a great time.  We couldn’t wait to tell our parents about the exciting adventure we had.  After that, I never had the dream of the bridge again.

Have you found that your walk with God is sometimes like my dream?  We may be asked to go somewhere that scares us.  There are risks.  We could get hurt or die.  The amazing thing is that if we can trust God to be there as we face danger, He will provide a hedge of protection.  We may fall, but God has us in His hands.  Should we stay on the side where it is safe?  Or should we take the chance to face our fears and perhaps experience something amazing and exhilarating that God has in store for us?  Trust God when you are fearful.  He will never let you down.

Isaiah 41:10   Fear not, for I am with you, be not dismayed for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

Next Step: Right Direction?

Where do you want to go? Do you want to change something? What do you want to be, know or do?

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Wherever it is that you want to move, it must start with the next step in the right direction.  You may choose to stand still or even take steps in retreat if you don’t feel ready.  Those moves won’t get you where you want to be but they may be necessary in the process.  Reaching your destination begins with desire, you have to want it.  Then next it requires a plan, to chart a path forward.  Once the plan is there, it just takes that next step.  Will it be in the right direction?

What if you are being pressed to do something hard?  Let’s say you need to make lifestyle changes for your health or you need to break bad habits preventing you from being your best.  Start by asking God for help.  Don’t worry, God wants you to ask.  When we admit we cannot do it alone, we are humble and through our weakness, we can be given strength.  Your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, taking care of it is important.  It may be tough looking at a long road ahead but is it too tough to just take the next step, make the next choice, your next movement?  If you have habits hurting you or others in your life, try to change them one moment and one thought at a time.  You are the child of God, He will recognize and support your efforts to become the best version of yourself.  We all slip and stumble, but focus on that one more step leading you in the right way.  After one step, the next may be a bit easier.

What if you have a big dream?  It is exciting and fun to think about.  That is not to say taking steps toward your dreams is easy.  Turning grand ideas into reality requires choices and it may involve risk as you step out of your comfort zone and into a place of uncertainty and unknowns.  It often takes hard work to make dreams come true.  First and foremost, place the desire in front of God.  Open your heart to hear whether He is giving you peace and energy to make this happen.  Listen for guidance on timing.  Sometimes we have the right vision but it may not be for right now, perhaps God is saying “yes, but later”.  It can get frustrating to work toward a dream that God doesn’t feel you are ready for.  Maybe there are other goals to reach before pursuing the big one.  What will be your next step?  It could be a small one, that’s okay.  Keep your eyes and spirit tuned to the doors that God might be opening for you and the people God may be lining up to help you.  With each step forward, you can build confidence that you are on the right path or you might find you need to revise your route.  Keep stepping out, building momentum so that your dream will get ever closer.  One day you’ll step into that dream and be amazed and thankful for how God led you into it.

Now I need to take my own advice.  There are things I want to change, be, know and do.  I’ll present them to God for His help, blessing and guidance.  I’ll create a plan.  Then I need to take that next step in the right direction.  Here we go, not looking at the mountain, but just putting one foot in front of the other.

God Bless,

Kerri LeVanseler