Why does life have to be so cruel sometimes? We love you. We trust you. We pray. We have faith. Then our circumstances change. We are thrown into the pit. Despair. Anger. Fear. Sadness. These emotions take over our thoughts. How could this happen? God, you promised to be my protector. Where are you now?
Our hearts cry out…
- I didn’t want my loved one to die.
- I didn’t want to have this illness.
- I didn’t want to lose my job.
- I didn’t want that person to walk out on me, to let me down.
- I didn’t want to be hurt and broken.
But here I am. The worst has come to be. What do I do now? To whom do I turn?
God, is it possible for us to thank you for all the good and light in our lives and not hold you to blame for the darkness and the bad? God, let our hearts know that you are not the dealer of this cruel hand. The world is made up of individuals who are free to make choices. We are physical beings with fallible physiologies. We live in a natural environment with consequences and where bad things happen to good people. There are a host of causes, some within our control, some not, that bring us to the place we find ourselves.
God, please let us remember that you are light, goodness and love, always, everlasting, unconditional, freely given, love.
Darkness comes, evil exists, people hurt one another and bad hands are dealt. The hand is lost. But, God, I will remember, you are not the dealer, you are the inventor and creator of the game. You see beyond this round. You see the big picture, how everything fits together. You see this cruel hand and reach out to me with compassion. You carry me through. You mold me and shape me for a big win in the game of everlasting life. I can know this hand is not the end. God, you will keep me in the game. Next rounds will be played. And, God, I know you will be at my side. With you God, there will always be a victory!